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| Well I'm about to go to work...yay...I'm really confused right now. Something was brought to my attention last night that took me by surprise and I never really thought about it happening, but now that I think about it...it could be a really good thing...who knows. David gone to jail for a long time...I miss him alot. I had a dream the other night that he got out and I woke up and realized it was just a dream and was crushed...it's hard being with someone every hour of the day and then they're just taken out of your life...he's a good person, it's really sad that he's going to be spending alot of time in there, he just makes bad decisions. He's gonna be ok though, that's all I keep tellin' myself. I just need a good guy in my life. I'm sick of bein' with losers that are never going to make anything of their lives. Who knows, maybe he's right in front of me.... | | |
| Life's great...really not that much to talk about. It's nice to have everything under control, I never realized how much easier life was when I'm not on all that shit. I wish some of my old friends would do the same thing I did...I miss alot of them, but I gotta do this. I work all the time, keep myself busy, but it's worth it. Well I'm goin' to bed now...much love...
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| I'm not even sure that people even read these anymore but it's the only way I have to communicate with the outside world so...I'm gettin' things straight in my life...thinkin' about when all this is over, moving to Houston. who knows...well I miss you all! | | |
| Well yesterday was my birthday...Dane came into town, hung out with a bunch of old friends. We had a lot of fun until pretty much the end of the night. Got home around 5 in the mornin'...got up at 11...I'm about to fall over at this point, but my nephew is here so I'm tryin' to stay up until he goes to bed cuz I never get to see him anymore. Very few people remembered my birthday...no big deal though, I'm sure it's not always in the back of people's minds. The love life is going good. Me and a friend patched things up, or I had to pretend to be ok with some things, still hurts like hell, but I gotta be mature this time. I'm having surgery Thursday on my hand...that's the part of my birthday that sucked...but I'll say no more about that...much love... | | |
| I've apoligized all I can...to all of you...I don't care what you think of me anymore. I have nothing to prove to anyone, anymore. My hearts been broken too through all of this...some of it, I may have brought on myself...but I'm not going to hurt anymore because of it, I'm moving on. Thanks for bein' my friend for such a sort while. Much love... | | |
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